♥ love me more and more each day;

2010-12-06T00:34:00.003+08:00

my heart sings when i think of you;

i doubt you will see this post, so i think my feelings would be safe here. I really don't know what i'm actually feeling inside right now, at this moment. I just know that you kinda affect me, although you may not know it. I know this may be just one-sided, but i just could not control the feelings. What am i supposed to do? Ignore everything that i'm feeling inside and forget about you? I'm sorry, but i just can't bring myself to do it. Why is it so hard to love someone? I wished i had the courage to just go up to you and tell you, i love you. But why is it so hard to do so? Actually, i don't even know what your thinking inside. Sometimes, i wished you would take the initiative to talk to me instead of the other way round. Is this really just my wishful thinking? Am i thinking too much already? I don't know and i have no idea. I wished god would show me the light, let me know what your thinking at least. Then, i would be able to know what you feel about me and from there, i would know what the next step i can take. Won't you just grant this little wish of mine?

2010-12-05T19:21:00.002+08:00

Day 07: Your zodiac sign and if you think it suits your personality.
Well, my zodiac sign is monkey and i think it rather suits my personality. I don't deny that i'm mischievous at times just like a monkey! LOL. Hmm, but i think monkeys are generally really friendly animals and i think i'm just like that. It's not that i'm praising myself or anything, but i'm just saying i'm friendly if you really get to know me.

2010-12-04T22:51:00.002+08:00

Day 04: Your views on religon.
Basically, i think all religons ought to be respected no matter whether if your of that religon or not. Everyone is equal and no one is of a higher rank of the other. So there must be mutual respect, don't you think?

Day 05: A time you thought about ending your life.
This would be the time when i entered poly life, the time when i left IJ, the time when everything was a brand new start, without anyone i knew in the course at all. I just felt like ending my life there and then, feeling so helpless and all. But luckily, i have friends who pulled me out of that. I really appreciate all that they have done for me. Really.

Day 06: Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
I am so lazy to write 30 facts, you guys should know all about me if your really my friends! (:

2010-12-01T00:06:00.002+08:00

DAY 02- Where you'd like to be in 10 years.
Hmm, i guess still be in the tourism industry? I hope i can travel around the world and visit every single country/city on earth. Then my life would really be complete and i would have the sense of accomplishment in me too.

DAY 03- Your views on drugs and alcohol.
I guess alcohol is alright if taken moderately and drugs are a BIG NO-NO for me.
HAHA!

its the 1st of December and i'm praying that it's gonna be a good month for me. screw projects, screw project groupings, screw school. i'm gonna make this month work for me, and make it the best that i can. Christmas is in 25days and i simply cannot wait!! i can't wait to meet up with the girls and celebrate christmas with the whole bunch of them. i miss the girls so much! <333

2010-11-29T19:55:00.002+08:00

got this from dionne's lj, and im gonna do it! (:

DAY 01: Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
Well, basically i'm still currently enjoying my single life and i haven't met The One yet. But i firmly believe that each and every single person will meet their perfect guy/girl in their lives, so don't worry too much about it!

xoxo

2010-11-23T23:34:00.003+08:00

'One of the hardest things in life is watching someone you love, love someone else.'

a shoutout to my lovely bff♥,
be strong dear girl, yknow i'll support you no matter what you do (:
never think little of yourself because you are so much more,
and you know i ♥ you.

so there has been so much going on lately, i can't even explain it in one post but i'll try (: so saturday, i went shopping with bff. we all need the retail therapy right dear? i hope you get cheered up babe! sunday was meeting up with bff, rayne & nick @ Haji Lane to have dinner! Turkish dinner was awesome with bff :DD then we caught Unstoppable, which was kinda a disappointment :/

Had Desatt ICA on monday and it was just terrible! ICT project presentation was screwed up also, because of the effing teacher! f*** her sia! spoiled my mood can! :(

Been having mood swings recently and i don't know why :/ just sudden mood swings and my mood changes so fast i don't even know why! gosh, what's happening to me?

Bfinance ICA tmr and i've not even studied for it, think i'm gonna fail it though i don't want to. FML.

only thing i'm looking forward to is the december term break. i really need a break although i don't deserve it. BUT I REALLY NEED IT, DESPERATELY. A GETAWAY FROM EVERYTHING IN SG, A BREAK FROM EVERYTHING.

2010-11-19T02:52:00.002+08:00

is it a sign? or am i thinking too much?

so yesterday was a great day spent with joan and 2 new friends i made! RAYNE & NICK!went to so many places in day and celebrated rayne's birthday too. Facial plan failed because we didn't make an appointment, travel shopping failed because there was simply too many people, planning failed too cause there was simply no movies to watch and there's simply so many out yesterday because of the public holiday.

went to clarke quay in the end, played games at Minds Cafe till late, headed to Luna, Zirca and Rebel for ladies night. it was great, and i didn't get drunk which was good! Surprisingly, i have no hangover today and i went to school as per normal considering i only slept for like 3 hrs? i feel as if i'm like trained already and i can tahan the entire day even with only 2-3 hrs of sleep? HAHA.

there's HRM ICA tmr, and did i mention how i'm dreading it already. i'm absolutely in no mood to study but luckily, there's like mcq section so it's kinda good if i can manage to score in the mcq part!

there's no dinner tmr, and i'm in need of a dinner partner otherwise it would just be maggie-mee dinner at home! rawr. life's been bad. i hate projects. like come on man, just get rid of the presentation parts already! FML.

i'm seriously looking forward to the december holidays and i hope we will get to go overseas this time round w/o fail. And christmas is coming up, hope joan's christmas plans are a success so i don't have to spend christmas at home alone.

how i miss my friends. poly just isn't the same anymore. i need my old life back, argh.

2010-11-11T02:56:00.002+08:00

so today was a really eventful day! went to school for tutorial for 2hrs and then it was off to the Asian Civilisation Museum for our NE project! we had to go there, understand what they have and write a review on what we feel and think of the place! spent like 2.5hrs inside? had so much fun snapping pictures and playing the games in there!! :DD

afterwhich, headed to orchard to meet joan ho, cara and dionne! had an appointment at Browhaus to do eyebrow threading! i was like super scared at first, because i didn't know how painful it was gonna be! stupid dionne made me go first, and well, the pain was TOLERABLE! although when the person did the lower part of the eyebrow, it was like SUPER DAMN PAINFUL! it was like three times the pain luh!!! but it was good, because i like the way my brows look now! neat and tidy. HAHA!

after brow threading, we roamed around ION and had budget dinner! HAHA first time kays! i don't care, we must go back and try the Bonchon chicken ah!! after that, cara's daddy fetched me and joan home!

speaking oh which, just received an email for interview at Shangri-La! Which means, gotta wear formal and go through an interview AGAIN. rawr. which reminds me, i gotta get new formal tops from G2000!!

alrights now, gotta go to bed! its like 3am already and i have class at 10am tmr morning!!!! nights y'all! :D

2010-11-08T23:31:00.002+08:00

i simply love all my friends! :DD they make me so happy always!! HUGS AND KISSES TO ALL OF Y'ALL!!

today was a long long day from 10am-6pm! :( hate mondays, always suffer from severe monday blues! argh. but the day was not too bad because of the poly girls! always make my school days so fun-filled and not boring like classes!

rawr, actually i don't really know the purpose of this blogpost but im just typing randomly and rambling on whatever i feel inside right now! there's like loads of thinfs going on this week, with projects and icas coming up, its gonna be a hectic week/month! i'm so dreading it already. somebody help please!?

2010-11-07T03:59:00.006+08:00

hello guys! :D
i know right, i haven't been blogging for so long! imma try a new way of blogging from now and i hope i can blog everyday alrights! im hoping to revive this dead blog of mine and of course, being able to update all my dearest friends out there! (:

so, i've been sick from thursday suffering from the deadly flu-bug, sorethroat and fever :/ seen a doctor and i'm feeling much better today! oh yeah, today was such a happy day! because i met up with both cara and dionne! (:

met cara to dye our hair at tpy and i can say, we were both very satisfied with our new colours! ^^ went off to meet dionne in the evening and our original plan was to go to browhaus to get our eyebrows threaded! but sadly, they were all fully booked!:( so sad can!! our plan failed so we decided to book our slots on wednesday to do our brows! off we went to fareast plaza and we had express manicure done while dionne did express pedicure! $8 & $10 respectively each only! :DD

dinner/supper was at hongkong cafe @ion orchard! haven't been there for so longgggg!! had my all-time favourite beef horfun while catching up with the both lovelies!(: the funny thing was, when payment came, cara dug out all her coins to pay for her share and we were so machiam embarrassed can!!! she made life so difficult for the one whose gonna count the money at the cashier! HAHA!

it came to goodbye time, and dionne actually missed her LAST train back home! so she was like stranded at ion, but luckily her mommy decided to come pick her up! otherwise what is she gonna do! (that's why we gotta have cars man, dionne!^^)

its sunday tmr, and i'm gonna be a good girl and stay at home to finish up my bfinance tutorial! missed lecture last week because i was sick and i hope i know how to do the tutorial! otherwise i'm gonna have to depend on my polymates!(:

just a shoutout to all the people i miss! i don't know if you girls will see this, but i'm just gonna post it anyway! (: i miss you girls so damn much, you don't even know.

Bernice
i miss you so frigging much!!:/ i think i haven't seen you in like weeks? the last time was like what, the clubbing night? you have no idea how much i miss you! i miss ij times, where everyone were just in the same school, same class and we would see each every single day! :( dionne just told me today that the next time i'm most probably gonna see you is like in March 2011? that's like crazy can! by that time, i'm gonna be having my attachment and that's when i'm gonna be super busy!!! and besides, how can we not meet for like what, 6 months? no way! we gotta find time to meet at least! okay? i hope school's not giving you too much stress yeah!
-hugs&kisses-

joan ho
babe, i miss you too! although we sms everyday and whatsapp each other every other day, we still gotta find time to meet up! meeting and talking virtually is different! rawr. but i gotta thank virtual messenging too, because that's how i find daily comfort and when life gets tough, i know i can rant it all out to you!
-hugs&kisses-

dionne
although i just saw you today, i still miss you! HAHA. i know i sound retarded but its the truth! you give me my daily fix of happiness everyday and live updates on shinee! the cute boys~~♥
-hugs&kisses-

joan phee
you! YES YOU! always the busybee of the group and the one who always CMI! :/ makes me pissed off at times but still! you better meet up with all of us soon otherwise i'm gonna be pissed at you again! i miss you too yknow! haven't seen you for the longest time! :(
-hugs&kisses-

cara
last but not least, cara lee! i just saw you today, but i always have so much fun when i'm out with you! always the happy apple of the group and forever so easy-going and joyful! i can never seem to be angry with you! HAHA. its easier to meet you since we are both in the same school! hope you like your hair colour!~~
-hugs&kisses-

alrights, i'm done! do you realise my different way of blogging now? HAHA! i'm off to bed nows! nights y'all! (:

i miss my previous, all the memories were so happy. imy.

2010-08-27T03:16:00.002+08:00

its been so long since i blogged, sorry for the lack of updates.
but i guess im gonna close this blog soon since i doubt anyone comes here anyway..
i've been having really bad mood swings lately,
which is really terrible :/

exams offically start next week and i don't know why i just can't seem to be bothered about it.
its like i won't give a damn until the exam's like the next day,
then i'll start panicking and start to cramp everything into my head the very last minute.
i really hope i get through all the modules,
i dun wanna redo any of them.
having to go through them once is already enough,
i dun wanna have to do any of them twice.

been having mixed feelings these few days,
and i kept wondering.
why can't people just be upfront about what they think?
why must they be so fake and pretend infront of me and have other thoughts about it behind my back?
been really upset, & i don't wish to elaborate anymore nor talk about it.

btw, BTT is tmr and im kinda nervous for it actually.
have been waiting for it ever since i booked the test, hope i pass!
i really really hope i can pass it,
otherwise my driving will be stagnant and i have to be on the waiting list again for god knows how long?
*prays to god* please let me pass the test.
i really need it.
amen.

off to bed nows!
nights loves! ♥♥
xoxo

2010-08-02T14:52:00.002+08:00

haven't been updating for like super long,
been really busy these couple of days.
was really depressed on fri because of the project grades and retail ica.
dunno wads wrong with me.
went for HS party on friday,
then supper with HB peeps and chilling session with the girls after that (:

its study break for a month,
before the exams come upon us.
i better be prepared and start studying alr! :/

but just for this week, im not gonna care about studies first.
busy week ahead!

tmr: Blood Pledge with poly peeps! & swensons 1-for-1 lunch! (:
wed: cara's bday @ Cafe Del Mar, Sentosa!
thurs: not-confirmed Makan cum Movie outing with poly peeps.
fri: yami yogurt work briefing with joan ♥ (: then YOG Cheer rehearsal @6pm.
sat: YOG Cheer @2pm

thats all for this week!
busy week right?
i have to slot in time for me to write my notes for the exams!! :((

thats all for now,
gotta head to amk hub soon to get movie tickets for tmr!
and lunch for myself.
hungry ttm!

toodles!
xoxo

2010-07-24T23:03:00.002+08:00

met up with the girls today as usual for our weekly movie get-together! (:
booked tickets for Inception last minute the night before!
tickets were like sold out for GV, cathay and shaw house luh!
like whats the craze man?!
daddy fetched me to amk hub,
was late as usual!
HAHA, SORRY GIRLS!

the movie was seriously mind-fucking,
makes you wonder if they were actually in a dream or in reality!
so confusing luh!
i understood the show, but the ending was like confusing?
so did the guy get back to reality or was he still stuck in the dream?
HMMM..

went off for dinner after the show!
headed to bishan for pasta @pastamania! (:
had KOI afterwhich, FULL TTM!
then cara went off to meet her parents, while we went to take the train back!

SHORT DAY SPENT WITH THE GIRLS BUT IT WAS AWESOME!
next up would be cara's birthday! :DD

off to do tutorials and MUG nows.
toodles!

xoxo

♥

2010-07-11T05:47:00.004+08:00

met the girls @cine in the early morning for klunch (:
had fun though no one was really singing,
thats because we were just tired!
but i had an awesome time with all of them.
its like so carefree, and i needn't be afraid of saying anything,
unlike in poly, there're just some things where you won't wanna say.
its like going back to IJ days,
oh how i miss those days.
today was a relieve of that,
meeting up with the girls definitely made my day!
chatting online is so different from meeting up and chatting all sorts of things,
from one thing to another next.
AWESOME TIME BABES! ♥♥

caught Despicable Me ♥ with them.
its an AWESOME show, simply love the 'yellow' mignions and Agnes!!

you guys should watch this,
ITS SO CUTEEEEEEEEE! :DD

afterwhich, had dinner at some indonesian place,
the food was good, price was reasonable too.
cara missed the show, BAD LUCK!
bought soccer bets too!
PLACED MY BET ON GERMANY TO WIN AND THEY DID!!
WON SOME $$$$ AT LAST!
WHOOOOOOOTS! ((:
but my guessing at the score didn't go well,
so no more money for that.

gonna bet for tmr's match!
SO DAMN EXCITING LUH WATCHING FINALS AND BETTING!
HAHAHA.
i think its the betting which makes the match exciting to watch!
was literally screaming to my brother when germany scored just now! :D

alrights now,
gonna go to bed already!
its like 6am alr!
NIGHTS PEEPS! ♥

xoxo

2010-07-04T01:11:00.003+08:00

met jasmine & huifen in the afternoon @simling square to get polariod films!
got cheap bargains due to jasmine's price slashing skills! (:
next time want slash price must find jasmine!
after which left bugis and headed off to somerset to meet joan♥ !

went to cine first to collect our Eclipse♥ tickets,
bought food while waiting for cara.
the show was AWESOME in the sense that i got to see EDWARD♥ and it made me fall in love with him all over again!
the picture of him♥ still lingers in my mind.
AWWWWW.
i envy bella so much,
having 2 guys to fight for her,
how i wish that this was true in reality too,
but sadly, it isn't :/

after the show, we headed to wisma to shop.
went to ZARA because there were SALES! ♥♥
me and joan saw this pair of lovely VANS inspired yellow shoes which was on sale!
and guess what!
I BOUGHT THEM!♥♥
yellow's a really bright colour and its really the first time i ever bought a shoe this bright!
COOOL!
but joan didn't manage to it because the string was giving her problems.
SADD!
nvm, there will be other times! (:
and cara bought a polka dotted shorts too!

saw dwi and his brother at ZARA too,
was quite shocked at first when someone called my name.
HAHA, didn't expect to see him there,
actually i didn't expect to see any of my school mates in town!
HAHA.

went to borders to buy magazine then off to FEP!
shopped around and cara had to go cause her mum came.
then me and joan had dinner @ grafitti cafe,
had a major catch-up session.
love you babe! ♥♥
we have to do this more often!!

after dinner, we went to ion to take pictures!
polariods are ♥♥♥♥♥♥!!!

after that was home sweet home.
we must have weekly lunches/dinners/meetups!
meet at least once a week! (:

right now, its back to AWFUL, STRESSFUL projects.
toodles!
xoxo

2010-07-03T10:51:00.004+08:00

so i haven't been updating this past few days,
because there was just so many things going on and i was simply to exhausted to do anything by the time i came back home!
so my birthday was on wed, 30 June,
and well, girlfs♥ had a surprise for me in class.
hf first brought me to the toilet,
then when we came back to class,
the whole class sang happy birthday!
SURPRISE SURPRISE!
got a VS pouch with lotions and perfumes inside from girlfs♥,
and a birthday card filled with birthday wishes from the entire class!
thank you guys! ♥♥

after school, and tons of photo taking,
i went to meet dionne at yck station!
we headed off to woodlands to find SSDC to enrol for the driving course,
but SSDC was actually at admiralty instead of woodlands station.
so we had lunch first at woodlands' pastamania,
then we took the train to admiralty, and because we couldn't find the stupid shuttle bus,
we took a cab to SSDC which was quite nearby but we didn't know where the hell it was!
at the SSDC, there was actually quite a lot of people there enrolling in the driving courses.
attended a short briefing with one of the instructor there to know more about the fees and course,
but i was super confused!
HAHAHA.
but in the end, i still decided to go ahead with it and apply!
hope i can pass my BTT fast and i can proceed to my practical!
CAN'T WAIT!! :DD
anw, thank you dionne♥ for following me there! (:

headed off to grandma's place after that for dinner,
and daddy bought loads of food! :D
had a durian cake and it was super nice! :D

the following day, which was the 1st of July,
we had the closing dinner for the Singapore International Water Week which was held @Universal Studios (:
it was loads of fun hanging out with the HB peeps,
and i think we really bonded a lot!
although there was few annoying and irritating people,
such as the guests and the organisers.. :/
but other than that,
it was AWESOME! :DD

we played 终极密码 on the bus to suntec,
loads of fun!
and we took like major loads of pictures! :D
changed to another bus at suntec,
reached USS in a jiffy!

we were stationed at the gates of USS and started by arranging the USS lanyards which were for the delegates,
then people started streaming in,
they were SUPER EARLY!!
it was super hot also because our shirts were black and dri-fit which absorbs heat!!

then the 6 of us got called to go into USS itself to usher the people,
me and sk were paired together,
but we left like near the entrance of USS? :/
nvm, we had FUNNNNN ourselves!
and to think, a woman came up to us and requested to take a picture with both of us!!
AWW SO HONOURED!

we then had dinner inside,
we had beef, red wine, white wine, abalone, chicken, corn soup, desserts and etc.
we just ate what the delegates and guests were having!
afterwhich, it was back to work again!

this time round,
the 6 of us had to usher the people at the carpark onto the shuttle buses!
it was SUPER DUPER HOT in the carpark,
was sweating throughout la!
i can't imagine the people at the booth standing the whole day in the carpark!!
how can they stand the heat!!
TSKK.

after the guests were all gone,
we had the chance to go into USS again to see what food were left,
and we took loads of pictures too!!
more pictures on FB! (:

then at 10.20pm, we left USS and headed home.
played 终极密码 on the bus again because now, the loser had to eat a banana!
i lost one time and ate one banana,
HAHAHA!
jasmine lost 3 times and got 4 bananas because there was a penalty when you lose more than 3 times.
reach school around 11pm and managed to catch the last train with sk at 11.26pm!
reached home only around 12am and slept only at 4am luh!!
though it was exhausting, it was GREAT FUN TOOO!
AWESOME TIME HB PEEPS♥ !!

anw, gotta go now to the post office to collect my Mulberry Inspired Bag which i ordered online! (:
and later on at 1pm, meeting huifen & jasmine to go to simling square to get polariod films! (:
then at 3pm, meeting joanho♥ & cara at wisma to shop and Eclipse @4.20pm!!
can't wait to watch my robert pattinson♥ !!!

toodles!
xoxo♥

2010-06-28T00:22:00.002+08:00

whoa, 2 weeks has officially passed and its back to school once again tmr :/
im so not looking forward to it.
all the projects, assignments, tests, exams,
its not as if they haven't given me enough stress during the break..
going back to school would mean DEADLINES for the projects :(
which im dreading, considering not much of the projects are completed really.

sometimes, i wonder how different life would be,
if i wasn't born in SG and instead at some angmoh country,
would life be a total opposite of what im leading now?
i dunno, and well,
i dunno what the future lies ahead for me.
i just hope, everything would turn out perfectly,
nothing crazy or anything disastrious!
HAHAHA.

im turning eighteen in a few days time,
somehow, i wish i could just stay eighteen and not grow older anymore.
time seems to be passing really fast this 2 years!
kinda scary actually!

alrights now,
gotta go to bed soon or else i wouldn't be able to wake up at 7am tmr morning!
8.30 class in the early morning!
back to school life! :(

nights yall!
xoxo

2010-06-25T01:44:00.002+08:00

what a beautiful picture (:
love the colours! pretty colours :D
so this whole week has been incredible,
going out pratically every single day!!

monday: shopping with poly clique, AWESOME FUN! ♥♥
went for BY2's concert in NYP in the evening,
nothing really interesting,
not really into them.
but well, the tickets were FREE!
so who cares!

tuesday: met up with IJ peeps,
sorry i was damn late!
caught Karate Kid and i would give it 5/5 ♥♥♥!
really nice show, loved it!
had dinner and shopped around before heading home!

ytd: met up with retail project peeps to go HMV to take pictures!
had loads of fun with them,
all the laughing and joking @MOS BURGER!
and not to forget, i banged heads with yachen!
PAINFUL MUCH! but we were laughing so damn hard! (:
other people must have thought we were crazy or something!

today: caught TOY STORY 3!!

another AWESOME MOVIE! ♥♥♥
loved it so much! (:
now i know how much we meant to the toys,
if they actually really came alive the minute we're not around,
HAHAH!!
seriously, those who haven caught it yet,
SHOULD REALLY GO CATCH IT!
after the movie, was shopping around ION,
had dinner @the food palace i think.
SUPER FULLLL! (:
oh and did i mention!
i bought 2 new tops today!!
a green polo tee and a lace ribbon top! ♥♥
I STILL WANNA SHOPPPPPP!

ANYONE WANNA GO SHOPPING WITH ME?!?!

tmr: meeting poly peeps for lunch and gg for the F1 interview!
hope they hire me this time round!
-crosses fingers-
i applied last year but didn't get it!
SADDD :((

super tiring week but i enjoyed every single minute!
awesome time spent with friends,
all the catching up and shopping! (:
i can't believe the 2 weeks just passed by in a flash!
its back to school in 3 days!
IM SO DREADING PROJECTS RIGHT NOW,
CONSIDERING THAT I HAVE 4 PROJECTS ON HAND WHICH I HAVEN'T COMPLETED AND ITS DRIVING ME NUTSSSSS ALR!!!
and also, i haven't done any of my tutorials!
im so deaddddddd.
so many things to complete but so little timeeeeee...

alrights!
gotta go to bed soon!
or else, i wouldn't be able to wake in time tmr,
and im gonna be late again! :(
nights yall!

xoxo

2010-06-14T00:58:00.002+08:00

whoa, its already 4.30am and yet im still wide awake!
and somemore, there's like the LKY dinner tmr at 9am!
gosh, can i even wake up on time?
or shall i just not sleep at all?
i dun think i can tahan until 5pm tmr man! :/

oh wells, PROJECT WEEK is offically here! :(
i have to go back to school for projects every single day this week!
how sad can my life get! :/
and i hope we can finish up the projects asap so we won't needa stay back and chiong when school reopens!
TIRING PLEASE!

&&&&! its the GSS PERIOD NOW!!!!!!!
which means MEGA SHOPPING TRIPS PLUS GOOD & CHEAP DEALS EVERYWHERE!
so SHOP AWAY all you girls out there!
im gonna do loads of shopping too,
damn, i can't resist the temptation man!
all my $$$$$ flying away!
no wait, im helping singapore's economy!!
HAHAH, alright its a lame excuse.

shall sleep for awhile later on,
otherwise my BRAIN WON'T BE FUNCTIONING AT ALL LATER!!!
toodles!

schooool = zzzzzzzz

2010-04-26T00:47:00.002+08:00

got this from dionne's lj, i can't agree more with it! alrights, im dman lazy to paragraph my words so its gonna be in a whole chunk! HAHA. first week of school has breezed past so freaking fast, i haven't even gotten the time to catch my breath and take in stuff yet! the only good thing is, lectures now are only an hour each instead of 2! although thursdays i end lessons at 12pm, the school's always finding some event to put on that particular day and making us stay back till damn late, this isn't fair man! :( wells, grouping for this sem has been rather bad, damn suay can. i have actually 3 modules grouped together with ***, oh wells, you should know what i mean.. but on a happier note, im so fated with shukeng can! grouped together 4 times out of the 5 groupings allocated. there's only 1 module left for grouping, and its icca which is a module i kinda am interested in cause there's foreign exchange students in our class! so i hope, i won't be so suay please.
i seriously needa get my fortune checked this year, really down on my luck for grouping! SUAYYYYYYYYYYYY TTM! wells, i got to know 1 korean and 3 germans who are in my icca class, hope can interact more and get to know them better! and first lesson of french went kinda alright i guess? there wasn't anyone i knew in the class while the people there had their own cliques, i dunno how im gonna survive projects in french man!HARDDDDD but interesting language! oh on friday, majority of the class went to swensens for the 1-for-1 lunch thing, it was great! (: oh and we had to go for a persoanl grooming workshop, cause apparently they think we can't dress well for interviews! which i sorta agree, but seriously..and there's gonna be a shopping trip at G2000 this coming thursday @ ion, where there's gonna be a personaly stylist to tell us what outfit suits us and there's even a 20% discount for us if we buy anything there. so i guess i would be buying? mans, $$$$$$$ flying away again! :(
oh wells, tmr's class is at 8am and its already 1am nowsssssssssssss! that means i have only like 5-6hrs of sleep? THATS DAMN BADDDDDDDDDD! LACK OF SLEEP IS WHAT SCHOOL'S CAUSING MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! GOSHHHHHHHHHH! :((((((((
alrights now, im done rambling here. nights peeps! (:

xoxo

2010-04-14T12:33:00.003+08:00

i just came back from lunch with daddy n bro,
LASKA is the bombzxzx!
HAHA.

well, loads have happened last week and this week (:
let me see, what did i do last week?
watch When in Rome with the girls (: ,
fareast plaza shopping,
met up with aunt n cousin for lunch,
chiong-ing Gem of Life drama.

well, for this week,
i have been chiong-ing the drama too.
went kbox ytd with the girls,
and i only had 3 hrs of sleep the night before, or morning i would call it.
i can't believe i survived the day ytd w/o feeling sleepy!
klunch in the morning,
then bowling afterthat,
HAHA.
it was great fun! (:
then we caught Clash of the Titans.
so not worth watching the show twice,
but oh wells,
i didn't pay for the first time i watched it.
so nvm la.

met daddy n bro for dinner at ps,
then we went to collect my mattress also (:
YAY to new mattress!
its super comfy and soft!
LOVE IT! THANKS DADDY!

oh, and did i mention?
DADDY'S GETTING ALL 3 OF US IPHONES!! (:
YAY TO DADDY!
THANK YOU!! :DD
but we can only upgrade our plan next month,
so must wait:/
but sis can get it first,
since she's signing a new line!
WE'RE ALL DAMN EXCITED AND WE CAN'T WAIT!!! :DD
HAHA.

gonna catch How to Train a Dragon tmr with cara n maybe dionne?
a movie which we failed to watch after like 2 attempts?
timing whole day not suitable!
finally tmr the timing is suitable for us!!
excited to catch it!
reviews said the movie's good!
i hope so!

oh yah, before i forget,
timetable is out for next sem.
im kinda liking it,
since the days don't really end late.
oh and,
I GOT FRENCH AS MY ELECTIVE!! :DD
HAPPY TTM!
HAHA, at first,
i thought my results damn bad,
confirm cannot get in n i was worrying wad elective they would put me in.
but now, im feeling so relieved.
cause i got the elective which was my first choice!
LUCKY MUCH?
only thing is,
i haven't found anyone in the same french class as me.
sadded.

alrights!
gg off nows to catch up on my dramas n movies!
xoxo

2010-04-10T01:30:00.003+08:00

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2010-04-03T18:40:00.002+08:00

so, life has been rather boring lately.
had a photoshoot for our blogshop on thursday,
http://xoxocarcel.livejournal.com/
DO SUPPORT US YEAH?!
oh yah, have to thank joan and shuyi for being our models!
thank you! :D

we had sakae sushi after the shoot,
it was sad that there wasn't the buffet available,
cause it was the eve of a public holiday,
what nonsense right.
so we just ordered ala-carte, no choice.
afterwhich, shuyi went off first and we walked around before heading home.

headed over to grandma's house to celebrate bro's birthday which is supposedly, today.
but daddy wasn't free today,
so we held the celebration in advance.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO!! :D
YOUR FINALLY SIXTEEN, OFFICIALLY!

did nothing much ytd,
since it was a public holiday and grandma wasn't cooking dinner,
we went out for dinner and bought stuffs home to cook today!
cooked mac n cheese today for lunch, YUMMMY! :D

what are we gonna eat for dinner?
hmmmmm, dunnno yet..
daddy's in malaysia, only mummy, me and sis left at home.
bro went out already to celebrate his birthday with his friends, i guess.
im kinda hungryyyy..

well, its grandma's birthday tmr!
and we're all going for dinner! :D
can't wait! (:
yup thats right, my bro's bday is today & my grandma's bday is tmr!
so close together right?!
HAHA.

school's gonna reopen soon,
in about 2 weeks' time!
man, how time flies past so quickly without even realising it!
HAHAH.
as much as i want school to start, i also dun want school to start.
HAHA, do you get wad im trying to say?
its okay if you don't.
:DD

alrights, gg off nows!
i'll update soon! (:

xoxo

updates!

2010-03-31T00:50:00.002+08:00

so cute right?

i simply love hello kitty! (:

today's been real exhausting.
seriously!
first was interview at some random golfing range,
then lunch @ waraku (oh mad love!)
then shopping around town,
then dinner @ grandma's (:

my legs are literally breaking.
aching like nobody's business!
walked super a lot today,
from raffles city to marina sqaure,
then from fep to wisma to somerset.
bought pearl bracelets today! (:

am currently obessessed over pearl stuffs now,
dunno why also.
HAHA.
had a GREAT day with the girls today,
love you girls loads! (:
we must do this again! promise!

ps; pictures for today would be uploaded once cara uploads them!

am gonna go to bed soon,
super duper tired considering i slept at 3am last night,
and then waking up at 10am for interview.
EXHUASTED MUCH.

gonna go buy new mattress tmr with daddy!
breakfast in the morning! (:

nights peeps! (:
xoxo

2010-03-14T16:27:00.002+08:00

okay, its been some time since i last updated.
HAHA, was just super busy and plus,
i didn't feel like blogging.
but since i seriously have nothing to do now,
and plus i have no job,
i shall blog to pass time! (:

well, on tuesday, it was the class chalet.
and really, i had a hell lot of time there,
although the place was super hot and not really clean.
but i had fun with poly friends and a great time bonding too!
but seriously, until like around 6am where most people left,
and there was nothing to do,
i wished i was at home,
with the aircon and smelling nice!
but THANKS DADDY for coming all the way to aloha loyang to fetch me,
and then to pasir ris park to fetch clement,
since so coincidence,
his friend's birthday chalet was on the same night.

then off we went to ikea @tampiness,
and had breakfast and lunch there,
and buying some stuff before heading back home.
and then, it was BEDTIME for me and my brother!
HAHA, ton the whole night,
cannot tahan already,
needa sleep! (:

then the next day,
i was feeling super nua,
and then sentosa trip was cancelled,
cause cara cannot go out and partially cause i was not having the mood.
so spent the whole day at home!
thursday was the same also,
spent the whole day at home.

on friday, i got persuaded by stupid dionne to go out.
rawr, you owe me a favour.
next time i ask you out, you MUST come out!
we met at cityhall mrt with boo,
then off they went to collect their 'entertainment awards' tickets for sat.
then we went to buy some food before heading for the it show,
bernice wanted to go see her friends who were working there.
and the stupid 'printer' job thing is seriously damn dumb,
considering that we actually have to memorise super a lot of info about printers,
which is like a lot worse than exams luh!
wth is 'ppm', 'os' and all that shit.
HAHA, we rejected the job in the end! (:
super hard luh, and it was only a pathetic $6.50/hr!

then off dionne dragged me to like mandarin oriental hotel?
we reached there first before bernice and dionne.
cause bernice was just too lazy to lift her head to look at signs!
-inside joke- *laughs*
then dionne dragged me again to like the place where they were supposed to see shinee the next day at the entertainment awards thingy,
rawr, i swear i was just shouting DIONNE's name throughout!
then after that, we went back to marina square to find something to eat and drink,
we decided to go starbucks but settled for pizza hut in the end,
cause there was no seats at starbucks! :(
i drank some strawberry paradise thingy while they ate,
HAHA.

then off we went back to citylink mall,
and me and bernice bought slippers from NUM,
since they were having a 50% off every 2 items purchased,
because of their opening of a new outlet there!
i bought a blue one while bernice got a rainbow coloured one.
then it was home sweet home! (:

ytd, daddy actually wanted to go for the it show,
but we decided not to in the end.
cause there were super a lot of people and like no parking spaces too!
so off we went to have chicken rice @tp central,
then walked walked around,
then it was home sweet home!

thats all i guess for this week?
HAHA, can't wait for next week!
i have like things on almost everyday!
monday- work
tuesday- tts with grandma
wednesday- sentosa trip with the girls! can't wait! (:
thursday- venice's birthday!
friday- outing with cara?

i'll be back soon to update! (:
xoxo

bernice's 18th birthday surprise (:

2010-03-07T22:07:00.006+08:00

so, me and dionne met on friday to get the cake from 313.
met her around 2 plus at 313,
we went for our interview first at this shoe store,
then afterwhich, we had Yami Yogurt and went to HMV for awhile.
i finally got my hands on the Twilight Series!! (:
and i have already finished reading the first book.
so then, off we went to the cake place which was called the 'ICING ROOM',
and decided on a 6inch cake.

and this was wad we were given to decorate the cake (:
loads of icing, colourful ones,
and decorative items such as flowers and hearts!
they were very nice to eat tooo!
SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET THINGS.
popped a few of the flowers and hearts into my mouth to try them,
they were super sweeeet!
dionne tried the icing 'liquid' thing,
which i think is like the cream or something,
but dionne said they were nice too,
SWEEEEEEEEEEET ALSO!

and this was what we were given,
a cake with just plain white icing on it,
waiting for us to unleash our creativity and imagination in decorating it!
surprisingly, dionne had a hidden talent within her.
and that was to use the icing to decorate the cake!
she was naturally good at it after getting used to the icing stuff.
HAHAH.

we decided to do a peace sign,
since bernice loved peace,
and that was how we got started on decorating the cake.

and next was bernice's name and all.

ooooh, this was nearing the end product already,
we decorated the sides of the cake with red icing hearts,
HAHA.
so it would be a Love & Peace cake.
get it?

so here you can see dionne's initials.

followed by mine.

then on to cara's initials.

and lastly, joan ho's initials! (:

TA-DAH!
this is the final product!! (:
LOVE IT? WE ALL DO!
right dionne?
it was our masterpiece la! and honestly,
we think that our design was the best out of all the designs that the people did there.
HAHA.

then on saturday,
me, dionne, cara and joan ho headed over to bernice's house,
in hope of springing a little surprise on her,
but well, it faileddddd. :(
because of well, some little tiny problems we did not foresee.
HAHA.
but well, i hope you enjoyed the little surprise we had in plan for you bernice.
although it failed. (:

played a whole afternoon of mahjong,
where bernice was the SOLE WINNER,
she kept zi-moing,
and dionne and cara lost the most.
but well, we all had FUN! (:

one group picture before we left her house,
but cara wasn't in it,
cause she left a bit earlier.
and last but not least,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BERNICE! :D
hope you liked the cake too! as well as our failed surprise! (:

2010-03-02T23:59:00.002+08:00

gosh, isn't justin bieber just the cutest guy ever?
but he's only 16 this year, sadded!
HAHA.

wells, monday was interview day with spinelli.
but im so not considering the job after going for the interview,
the pay's so little, it can't even support my spending man!
such a small tiny amount of money!
offer better la, and i would have joined!

there's another interview tmr at some nail spa store.
hope the pay's reasonable!
at least must be able to support my spending!
otherwise, no use working there right!?
after the interview, we gonna go to city plaza to shop,
then bugis!
HAHA.

and i hafta wake up damn early tmr,
like at 6am!
to send my sis off to camp,
then go for breakfast with daddy and bro,
then come back slack awhile before meeting cara at 10am!
hope we get the job and the pay's reasonable! (:

xoxo

yoooooooooos!

2010-02-28T23:17:00.004+08:00

whoa, my blog is officially dead.
nvm, im making it alive once again! (:
i hope!
friday was just AWESOME! (:
met up with the girls,
cara, dionne, joan p, joan h & bernice!

had loads of fun with them,
and i hope we can meet up more! (:

it started out in the late morning,
of meeting at orchard around 11am and it dragged till around 12?
HAHA.
all late-comers!
and we headed to seoul garden for buffet lunch,
but thhey were fully booked,
and we had to wait for like an hour?
so we wandered around,
had drinks at mos and gossiped!
so long since we sat down and talked and talked!

then the seoul garden person called to say that our seats were ready,
and we went up.
jh was on her way cause she woke up later.
had fun with the cooking and all,
seeing jp and dionne cook can be so hilarious.
food all chaotah and all,
and having wad fried noodles and green noodles.
weird cooking skills!

then we headed off to cineleisure to watch 'Dear John',
it was a real ROMANTIC show.
loved it so much.
Channing Tanum was uber cute to the max! :D

after the show,
headed off to lucky plaza to buy toto,
which daddy asked me to buy.
i managed to buy toto again!
without the people questioning my age!
gosh, does that mean i look damn old now?
or maybe its the make up and dressing which make me look 18 already!
HAHA.

then off we went to clarke quay,
our original destination was timbre,
but it was freaking crowded and considering the fact that they may check our ics,
we decided to go to any pubs near clarke quay.
saw the 'clinic' themed pub,
the waitresses were dressed like doctors, nurses,
and they had wheelchairs and surgical looking like lights.
HAHA, talk about creativity!

decided on Hooters in the end,
tried their chicken wings and fries.
YUMMY!
had island tea, which was a combination of vodka and various other types of alcohol,
and the people who served us asked us twice whether we were above 18,
and we replied yes, and they believed.
HAHA, i can't believe its that easy!

was super full after eating,
and walked along clarke quay,
then went to central and had some drinks cause we were quite thirsty,
considering that we shared the alcohol between us.
then it was home sweet home (:
big thanks to cara's daddy for fetching me home!

and, i can't wait for Mahjong Session at jh's house this coming sat!
my hands are itching as i type, HAHA.
i can't believe i didn;t play any mahjong this cny,
and this would be the first!
HAHA.

and sat was having the girls over for cny.
bernice, cara, clarissa, sqq and jp came (:
HAHA, watching them play wii was just hilarious.
SERIOUSLY, YOU SHOULD WATCH THEM PLAY MAN!
so exciting and loads of movement!
thanks for coming! (:

today was spent watching hk dramas for half the day,
then evening, we headed to grandma's place for dinner and lohei.
had like chicken, duck, rice, beehoon and fish maw soup!
mmmmmhm, YUMMMMMMMMY GOODNESS!! :DD

meeting dionne and bernice tmr for interview for the job at spinelli,
and accompanying jp to repair her laptop.
and also, meeting aunty to collect her vs loots from the post office!
she must be dying to collect it! (:

whoa, i can't believe this post is soooo long!
HAHA, just a summary for these 3 days!
hope i can find the time and not be lazy to blog! (:

the march holidays are coming for the primary & secondary school peeps,
so can we go malaysia, daddy?
i wanna go shopping!
the mac cosmetics and clothes there are super cheap!
please daddy! (:
*hope i can persuade him into bringing us there! since i have holidays too!

and bangkok trip, bernice and jh!
HAHA, lets save up and go someday!
just the bunch of us girls! (:
can't wait, i want shopppppppping!

xoxo,
till next time! (:

girl's day out;

2010-01-28T00:03:00.003+08:00

wow,finally caught up with the girls again!
its a whole day shopping! :DD
but sadly, i didn't get any thing i wanted for cny :(
needa go shopping for cny again.
but nevertheless, shopping was GREAT still (:

met cara after pom lecture at fareast,
then jp reached soon after.
walked around and got some accessories and such,
cara got like jacket and stuffs?
afterwhich, we went to Ramen Ten for late lunch around 4plus?
had loads of sushi! (:

then cheryl came to meet us after her lesson around 6plus,
then we went to buy shorts,
and off we went to 313 (:

camwhoring session was the bombxzxxzx! :DD
kept camwhoring, and people were like staring at us?
HAHA, we haven't taken photos for like ages man!!!

so here are the pictures,
the rest of the pictures are in fb,
was too lazy to upload everything here,
moreover, blogger was taking such a long time to upload the few pictures already!

then we had dinner at Marche,
had some Swiss Risotta or something,
dunno wad its called already...
but its just some fried potato thingy with sausage of your choice (:
the food was fine,
except don't ever consider eating sour cream!!!
it tastes super horrible please!!
HAHAHA, we just scooped all our sour cream to one side of our plate luh!

we finished dinner around 9.30pm?
then cara finally decided to buy her leopard print dress at hula n co,
so we followed her down to the basement.
then me and joan left soon after as we were taking the train,
while cara and cheryl were taking bus home.

the mrt was like MAD CROWDED!!!
we took a train all the way down to marina bay and back to tp and braddell,
cause there were so many people and we just couldn't squeeze into the train!

reached home,
bathed and came online to upload pictures (:
8am lecture tmr morning,
super sian.
thinking of ponning, but its econs lecture,
and whatsmore, its the revision lecture,
die die also must go ah!!!
i shall wait till 1am to serve food for my sis and myself,
then off to bed! :D

overall, i had such a GREAT and WONDERFUL day with the girls today!
i hope to meet up with you guys soon,
and we must go shopping AGAIN!
just like the old times... ((:

CNY IS COMING...

2010-01-24T01:44:00.002+08:00

SHOPPING SPREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
i can't wait for this wed,
shopping spree with cara leee! :D
WE AIM TO GET ALL OUR ANY CLOTHES ON WED!
ITS A MUST! (:

its been so long since we ever went shopping cara lee!
HAHA.
we must shop till we drop seh this wed.
i seriously CANNOT WAIT.

&&&, exams are on the same week of cny,
oh great, i can't even enjoy cny to the fullest!
with cny on sun and the first paper on fri,
tell me, how can anyone relax and enjoy?!

butbutbut, my house is open on the 3rd day of cny for you guys!
if you get what i mean (:
just come ask me kays! :DD

for now, its nightie night for me!
have econs speech to finish tmr and like accounts tutorial to do! :(
nights!

bye to 2009, & hello 2010!!

2009-12-31T19:18:00.003+08:00

so, its the last day of 2009,
and later on, we'll be welcoming the new year of 2010!
WOW, how fast the year has passed,
and im proceeding to year 2 in poly life already!
it just feels like ytd when we finished our o'levels and waiting to get our results.
HOW FAST TIME HAS PASSED,
I DIDN'T EVEN REALISE IT WAS PASSING SO FAST!

well, i figured i shall post my 2010's resolutions here now,
since its the last day of 2009 and i won't be home later on.
going to grandma's place and god knows,
wad time i would be coming home!

1. Studies
I really hope i can do well for this sem,
considering my gpa for last sem was horrible.
i really must buck up and start studying,
and doing my tutorials!
AND PLEASE, LET THE PROJECTS MENACE BE GONE,
HATE THE PROJECTS TO THE CORE! :((

2. Friends
Well, made loads of new friends this year,
poly friends who gives me the motivation to go to school,
yvonne, cai er and huifen,
really love you guys!

however, some friendships have distanced during the year,
due to different schools,
lack of time,
lack of meet-ups,
and well, simply lesser time of communicating.
well, i hope i won't lose these friendships for real,
since now, its only hanging by a thin piece of thread,
which is gonna snap anytime soon..

well, im really glad that im still close to some of you guys,
won't wanna lose the friendship for anything in the world,
you guys are priceless! (nvm, if you dunno who you are) :DD

3. Save Money
OMG, i seriously needa save money for holidays next year mans!
my bank is depeleting at an alarming rate,
and i have no $$$$$ left at all please!
i needa curb my shopping addiction,
and only buy when i really need it.
i know i know, its all talk,
because i know im gonna relent when i wanna buy something,
which is not really something i need!
HAHA, well i guess,
thats just ME! :DD

well, thats all my resolutions for so far,
i will add on to the list when i know of more,
but for now, toodles!
heading off to my grandma's place for dinner,
and maybe watch the countdown there?
byes and see ya guys next year!

2010,

HERE WE COMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! :D

Christmas Wishlist!

2009-12-21T14:54:00.007+08:00

so, i've decided to do up my own christmas wishlist too (:
after getting chased by B & D about what i want :D

so here goes,
i'll update the post when i think of more of wad i really want! (:

A necklace with the word "Princess" on it

i have been wanting this necklace since like few months ago?
HAHA.
really hope i can get it!

Butterfly Clips

no pictures for this one though,
couldn't find any, HAHA.
i would like the medium-sized ones,
and in many many colours! (:

MAC Technakhol Liner in Graph Black

would loveee to get this MAC eyeliner in graphblack!
it doesn't smudge on the eyes,
and it can last the entire day!

well, thats all for the time being,
will update when i have more (:

Pretty Dresses!

2009-12-10T21:52:00.002+08:00

i know, i know,
i haven't been blogging in like ages?
but well, school has been a TORTURE.
with the huge amount of projects, tutorials and tests coming up,
i simply have no time to rest, not to mention blog!

so, im pretty much done with my tests,
and im only left with one more (:
so now, i've got the time to blog and to update!
HAHA.

so, here's wad i ordered online 2 weeks ago,
and it arrive today in my mailbox!
so happy can! (:

i got these 2 dresses,
boy, i love it so much after seeing the actual dress!
i was so scared it would turn out too small,
or too short to be a dress,
etc etc etc.
but well, turns out to be a nice pretty little dress!
i love it so much! :D
HAHA

really nice you know!
you should go to the website to take a look!
they have cheap dresses and tops there!
under the sale section,
thats where i went to! (:

i kinda regretted not getting more of the dresses,
they are like so nice and like,
sg doesn't have nice and cheap ones..
HAHA, the dresses only cost like $13 each?
plus shipping and all,
since shipping was FREE.
it was a GREAT DEAL :D

you can go take a look,
here's the website:
http://www.supre.com.au/Home.aspx?element=1&category=1

so, christmas is coming soon,
have yall bought your xmas gifts yet?
i have, for some only,
for the others, i still dunno wad to get for them!
HEHEHE.
oh wells,
shopping trip next week!

oh yah, did i mention?
im gonna watch New Moon tmr!!!
like finally, after 2 weeks it came out!
HAHA, i know i know,
im very slow.
but you know, busy schedules luh!
can't wait for the show,
outing with the girls tmr! (:

nights for now,
will update tmr about the show! (:

updates!

2009-11-20T23:07:00.002+08:00

so, i haven been updating much here on blogger,
was damn busy with marketing project and tutorials,
now im finally done with marketing project, i have some space to breathe and to relax!
but not for long,
since access ica and macroecons ica is like next week,
i have a lot to revise on,
especially since macroecons is on this upcoming monday :(
and there's still stats project and econs project to take care of also.
the project, icas phase is coming back again,
rawr, hate it, like to the max!

on a happier note,
went to town today after lecture with dionne and cara,
OUR USUAL PRACTICE ON FRIDAYS (:
only day which makes me happy,
1) because it friday and its the weekend ahead,
2) i get to hang out with friends and just talk! and go shopping! (:

went to orchard,
shopped around.
ate at some 'ayoba ramen' place if im not wrong,
i was super hungry!
HAHA.
oh man, how to slim down like that :(

then walked to fareast aka cara's hometown,
bought fake eyelashes with cara,
got a set which was like long and dark,
to open up the eyes and make it look thicker!

cara was actually looking for the balo slimming cream to buy,
but well, they dun sell it there.
have to buy from sasa then =.=

didn't really buy anything today,
except the falsies.
but i had fun catching up,
talking about nonsense with both of you,
HAHA.
WE MUST CONTINUE OUR FRIDAY PRACTICE MANS!
its always the three of us somemore!
HAHAHA (:

its been raining these past few weeks,
raining season seh.
school's been SUPER cold,
with the aircon and all.
needa get pullovers, jackets, everything which are long sleeves!
or im gonna freeze to death in school! :(
hope i can order the pullovers online soon,
nice ones which me and dionne like!
we really have telepathy man dionne!
the same things caught our attention! (:

im super tired now,
somemore tmr have to go tutor my cousin.
gotta go sleep now,
toodles! :D

my thoughts..

2009-11-09T18:24:00.002+08:00

Are relationships just so Fragile?
why do things change after just a short period?
its like, everything's different.
nothing's real, anymore.
we lose touch, we aren't the same anymore,
everything becomes a whole different matter now.

the fact that we all changed makes me think,
is there really no such thing as 'forever'?
we always say that, but do we really mean 'forvever'?
because our actions aren't really justifying our words at all.

i always used to believe nothing would change,
but now, i can see im really wrong.
time really changes everything,
in fact, every single thing.

i just feel much more distant as compared to before,
nothing feels real at all.
~~maybe its just me? i don't know.~~
i can't think properly anymore.

time really passes so quickly,
a blink of the eye and now its already nearing the end of the year.
how fast (:
its been a year since i left ij,
and im still missing ij still.
the times spent there,
the friendships built,
the teachers there,
the environment and everything else..

2009-11-08T00:20:00.003+08:00

im back to blogging! (:

i know i haven been updating much lately,

there's just too many things to cope with! :/

tiring eh!

its 3 weeks into school and projects are already killing me!

assignments, ICAs, projects are piling up already,

and in 2-3 weeks time,

there's tons of projects to submit!

so lets get down to work people!! :(

so, i've been shopping online nowadays so much,

IM BROKE ALREADY!

LIKE SERIOUSLY!!!! :(

hahaha, just felt like buying you know!

went to changi airport T3 with aunty and the rest just now,

for the carboot flea market there,

i would say, i found fabulous bargains there!

bought like mac eyeshadow, Nars lip gloss, and cute cute clips! (:

im so happy now, but $$$ just flew away again!

saw several clothes that i liked,

gonna order online instead as there were no stocks there,

have to wait for 2 weeks for stocks to arrive!

oh man, im spending way toooooooo much!

HAHA.

oh and did i mention,

daddy got us the xbox and wii!!!

LIKE FINALLY AFTER SO MUCH PERSUASION!

love ya daddy! (:

we always play until the wee hours la,

and somemore i next day got school,

HAHA.

not enough sleep is such a torturous thing,

NEVER attempt it!

i was like sleeping during my breaktimes okay!

thats how bad it was for me to have only 4 hrs of sleep every night!

HAHA, but i still do continue to do it.

oh wells, so long as it doesn't affect my work,

then okay already!

well, toodles for now!

and i dunno when the next time im gonna update again!

HAHA! :D

dreams filled with love;

2009-10-26T21:57:00.002+08:00

how fast time passes,

its already nearing the end of the year!

it just seems like ytd when i sat for my olevels,

i've been in poly for like more than half a year already?

life's been okay i guess,

still passable, with all my new friends and all.

hope i can meetup with old friends still,

we must kays! (:

well, its been days since i updated here.

haha, been busy since the start of school.

with tutorials, lectures and wads not,

tiring please!

school has been rather tiring,

with the weird timings and long breaks in between,

totally hate it la!

i shall get back to my poa tutorial now,

have to hand up tmr! (:

great way to end the holidays!

2009-10-18T09:35:00.004+08:00

the past two days has been a blast!

payday, steamboat, stayover, shopping!

great way of ending the holidays huh!

hope we get to do this more often! (:

161009

woke up in the morning because of daddy's sms,
was going for lunch with daddy and then grocery shopping!
did my make up and all,
went to eat chicken rice then grocery shopping!
love you daddy! (:

then i went to meet cara, cheryl, dionne and bernice at far east.
was gonna go to gwp hotel to collect our pay,
i was not gonna leave until i get my pay,
no time to come back to collect already,
school's starting :(

finally! collected our pay, but sian,
still have to go back to collect meal allowance,
why can't they just give everything at one go right?!?!
waste of our time please!
not flexible at all one!
but oh wells, at least i took the working money already.

camwhored in the toilet,
and my eyes were hurting badly,
dunno wads the matter with them either.
went back to far east as i wanted to buy shoes,
but well, not fated at all,
no more size already! :/
nvm! shall look around further then..

we went over to bugis to have steamboat!
and mind you, it was bloody HOT!!!!
couldn't stand the heat please,
was waiting for tables,
and the 'MA LA' soup was super hot too!
did't really use it,
we mostly cooked using the chicken soup base!

was super full after that,
and we were super laxy to go over to cara's place ourselves,
so asked cara's dad to fecth us.
heehee, thanks!

reached her place around 11 plus i think?
im not sure, didn't really keep track of the time..
took turns to shower,
so refreshing! we were all sweating after we came back please.

relaxed, and tried play hotel626,
the online horror game,
but the internet was slow,
so we didn't really finsih the game.
HAHA.

oh ya, i almost forgot until i saw this picture!
we put on makeup for dionnnnne!
because cara wanted to see how dionne looked like with eyeliner and fake lashes,
so this was the end product!
doesn't she look prettty!?
HEEHEEE! PRETTTY DIONNNE! :DD

afterthat, we were just slacking around,
then played indian poker,
the loser had to treat prata the next morning,
dionne lost!

then we played blackjack,
cara lost!
had to treat prata!

lastly was 'fishing',
dionne lost also!
okay, tecnically she haven't lost yet,
but she gave up and just opted to treat.
HAHA, funny luh.

171009

played all the way into the morning,
went over to prata house for breakfast,
cara's dad treated us instead,
lucky for you dionne!!

went back to her place and our original plan was to head over to kbox for klunch at 11am,
but while watching disney channel,
and phineas and ferb,
we all fell asleep on the sofa! (:

i didn't manage to see what song was ranked first for the phineas and ferb music videos! :(
cause the tv kept showing advertisements,
and kept singing bollywood songs as it was deepavali,
i fell asleep too!
didn't manage to see the ranking from 5th to 1st.
HAHAHA.

had loads of fun,
woke up as there were loud tv sound effects,
they were watching spymate,
or rather,
cara's brother.

had wonton mee for lunch,
thanks cara's mum!(:
played WII after that,
and WII FIT was funny,
what i mean was it was funny doing the yoga stuff,
HAHAHA.

went home around 5.30pm?
took a taxi back,
i was tooo tired to take a bus back to tp and then a train back home.

came home,
bathed and updated my online shopping payments and all,
was supposed to go buy dinner,
but once i lied on my bed,
i fell asleep,
and mummy went to buy dinner instead.
thanks mummy! (:

i didn't even eat dinner luh!!
i simply slept throughout,
till this morning where i woke up at 8am,
and ate the porridge which mummy bought for me ytd night,
mummy even re-heated the porridge already!
love ya!

i dun even know if we are going to flea later on,
cara's not replying my sms.
HAHA,
shall go call her.

needa head to orchard point later on,
mummy wants me to go buy some thermal cooker or wadsoever thats on sale or something.
HAHA.

toodles for now!
ps; more pictures up on fb! check 'em out! :D

update!

2009-10-13T23:05:00.002+08:00

101009; Halloween Party

so we all went to night safari for the halloween night they have over there,

there were screams, shrieks, just name it and you've got it.

HAHA, i was pretty scared when i arrived there,

because i didn't know wad to anticipate!

but one thing's for sure,

clowns are scary!!

ps; pictures are all up on fb, check 'em out! (:

121009; Supposedly Pay Day

so cara, dionne and me, went over to goodwood park hotel in the early morning,

anticipating our pay,

but who knows!

they told us we could only collect our pay next week! :(

bastards can, keep delaying our pay for dunno how long!

and i officially hate ah peks from now on,

not that i liked them before.

hahah, gosh i sound so mean.

with much disappointment,

cheryl came to meet us and we went over to eat at Waraku,

my fav Hamburg dish.

was surprised when we couldn't find the dish inside the menu!

funny shit, but we managed to order it somehow!

mmmhmm, i still miss the taste!

then we went over to cineleisure to buy our movie tickets,

SORORITY ROW.

full of murder scenes, nudity and vulgar languages!

no wonder its NC16!

HAHA :DD

afterwhich, we walked around,

then it was home sweet home.

today supposed to stayover at cara's place,

but FAILED!!

postponed to friday,

hope we can luh!

TMR, FINALLY MAHJONG PLEASE!!!

do you know how much difficulty i went through to organise this mj thing,

and making sure there were at least 4 people!

wahlao, cancelled once already,

so, im determined to make it work this time!

off to play l4d now,

my brother makes me addicted to it.

the thrill of killing people! (:

ps; pictures will be up on fb!

movie cum steamboat!

2009-10-08T02:17:00.003+08:00

movie and steamboat today with rc working people!

terence, joanne, suqin, sosan, piglet ,adrian and john! (:

there's just so much fun hanging with you guys! :DD

laughter whole day!!

watched surrogates in the afternoon,

the show was only so-so,

not really that interesting..

after the show, we walked around,

went to the arcade until piglet reached bugis then we walked to the steamboat place.

john joined us shortly after.

was super full from the steamboat please!

food overload! (:

afterwhich, we went to play pool.

tecnically speaking, only terence, suqin, adrian and john knew how to play.

hahah!

the rest of us just sat and watch them play!

around 10.30pm, joanne and piglet had to leave while we stayed to play somemore,

until around 11.30 then we left to catch the last train back home!

luckily, there were still trains la.

then me, sosan and suqin went to macs at braddell and sat down and talked.

talk talk talk, how fast time flies!

it was already 1.30am la,

when we left!

meeting again next thursday,

for movie again!

hope everyone can make it (:

must enjoy before school starts mah!

ps; laughter, smiles, jokes and everything nice together with you guys!

great time hanging out!

hope we can do this often! :D

fame!

2009-10-06T00:36:00.003+08:00

If I walk would you runIf I stop would you comeIf I say you're the one would you believe meIf I ask you to stay would you show me the wayTell me what to say so you don't leave meThe world is catching up to youWhile your running away to chase your dreamIt's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to changeAnd maybe I'm not ready
But I'm trying for your loveI can hide up aboveI will try for your loveWe've been hiding enough
If I sing you a song would you sing alongOr wait till I'm gone, oh how we push and pullIf I give you my heart would you just play the partOr tell me it's the start of something beautifulAm I catching up to youWhile your running away, to chase your dreamsIt's time for us to face the truthcause we are coming to each other to changeAnd maybe I'm not ready
the song lyrics are simply so beautiful,love the song, love how he sings it.asher book sings this song really well,although the show isn't really exciting,i think the songs are nice.especially this one where he sings to jenny,they are so compatible! :D

2009-10-04T23:50:00.003+08:00

work (:

2009-10-03T00:17:00.003+08:00

so, ytd marks the end of my working life.

although its kinda tiring to stand from 1pm to 10pm,

i really miss the people there whom i work around with!

rawr, i really miss going to work and looking forward to work everyday,

because of you guys who make me enjoy work so much! :D

though i worked only for 11 days,

i really enjoyed myself a lot during the process.

and im already missing the people there:

sosan: my in-charge

adrian: working for goodwood park hotel also

joanne: marriott hotel

terrence aka ah ong: marriott in-charge

janet aka piglet: eater palace

john: eater palace

suqin: shangri-la hotel

im missing you guys already,

oh well, im left with many happy memories.

hope to see you guys next wed!

updates! (:

2009-09-21T00:26:00.003+08:00

so, i haven been updating much as im super tired everytime i come home!

so let me update you on my week! :D

Wednesday; Vivocity

so, i went vivo with cara and dionne.

cara was late once again!

caught DanceFlick with them, stupid woman who sold us the tickets told us that there were no more other seats.

then it turns out that, there were only 3 of us and a guy inside the whole cinema la!

stupid woman, cheat our feelings! (:

Thursday; Daddy's Birthday

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DADDY! :D

had buffet at sizzler, then shopped around.

Friday; Cycling Day

went over to ecp with dionne and cara,

cycled for like more than 1 hour?

good excercise!!

Sunday; Flea Market

me and cara went over to dempsey hill for the flea market there,

didn't really see anything i like.

afterwhich went to cineleisure,

met cara's cousin,

then went over to ion orchard.

afterwhich her cousin left,

then the shops all closed, and we walked all the way to ps.

then cara's parents sent me home.

thanks a lot! :D

starting work tmr,

im scared.

how ah!?!

hope everything goes well tmr :DD

update! (:

2009-09-13T01:39:00.007+08:00

100909; Malaysia Trip

daddy fetched us over to jb for a shopping trip,
we went over to city square first to shop,
i bought like loads of stuff from etude house over there,
and they were having a 50% sale but...
the things that i wanted were like out of stock,
but i bought things still!

i bought muffins from kenny rogers too!
they taste danm good,
you all should try it some time!(:
then we headed over to holiday plaza,
and we bought loads of hk dramas to watch over the holidays,
hahah!

then we went to have laska at biao gu's stall,
very nice okay!
i intro all of you sometime!

110909; Cycling Day on thursday!
so we headed off to ecp on thursday,
planning to cycle and to teach jp how to cycle also.
but, who knew it was gonna rain!
it stopped for a while but when we reached ecp nearing the jumbo seafood restaurant,
it started raining heavily again!!
so we were caught in the rain,
and we running to find a shelter la!
damn paiseh,
running in the rain and we were all soaked la!
damn unlucky! :((

it finally stopped after half an hour,
and we walked for like 45 mins around or so,
before we finally reached macs and the bicycle rental place!
we rented a bike for jp first,
so we could teach her how to cycle.
butbutbut, after like 1hr plusplus,
she still can't cycle la!
you must JIAYOU jp! (:

well, we decided to rent a double bike and a single bike,
or we won't be able to reach carls junior at the other end,
if we were going with jp's speed!
hahaha :D
so i rode on the single bike,
and cara and jp rode on the double bike.
hahah,
we finally reached carls junior la!

we had dinner there,
and like the ambience there not bad!
hahah,
then we cycled all the way back and went home.
it was a fun but real tiring day!!
but i had loads of fun,
lets do it again another day guys!! :DD

i shall let the pictures do the talking,
i've rambled long enough already (:

boy who wanted our fries!

HAHA.

carls junior for dinner! (:

120909; Goodwood Park Hotel & Shopping!
so today me, dionne and cara went to goodwood park hotel to collect our tshirts for our working period.
stupid insulting woman over there,
keep telling us to take L.
HAHA!

then we went to fareast,
and cara had a long time deciding whether to buy the denim jacket or not.
then we headed to ion orchard to xin wang cafe,
had my fill of dimsum!
like finally la!! :DD

then dionne went off,
and me and cara went to walk around taka,
and we went to kino to exchange her vampire book to the boy in the striped pyjamas.
i also bought married lovers by jackie collins too!
gonna find time and read it soon! (:

well, gonna go with cara tmr to collect our clothes tmr at dover,
which took like 2 weeks to arrive la!
sian:/
then we heading back to fareast to exchange the clothes we bought today,
cause cannot fit!
rawr!
damn tired,
goodnight for now! (:

i want a holiday tooo!

2009-09-07T18:32:00.004+08:00

omg, this bedroom suite is so cool right?!!

dionne la, show me the website of the venetian hotel in macau if im not wrong,

where bof filmed on site.

so cool la,

make me wanna go there for holiday also!

dionne la! keep tempting me with food, scenery and where bof filmed!!!

no fair laaaaaaaaaaaaaa,

i also wanna go! :(((

i slept at like 8am this morning and woke up at like 1pm for lunch?

because daddy called to pick us for lunch!

ate chicken rice and walked walked around tp.

daddy said we were going to ikea tmr,

HAHA, I MISS THE MEATBALLS THERE!

and im gonna get the rainbow cups tooo dionne!! (:

im also gonna get some pillows and like maybe drawers?

dionne's leaving tmr morning!

BON VOYAGE YEAH!

and im heading over to malaysia for major mega shopping trip!

haha, going over to city square so i could check out etude house over there.

maybe the make up items over there would be cheaper than here in sg!

oh wells, lets see about it then when i get there on thursday!

my aunt's going over to hk for holiday too on thursday,

i also wanna go la!

why so many people going to hk these days man!!

hmpf!

HAHAHA :D

sexy 17th honey!

2009-09-06T21:29:00.003+08:00

here's a fabien picture for you!

HAPPY SEXY SEVENTEEN JOANPHEE!!!!

hope you had a great day today!

and we'll celebrate your birthday when your not that busy okay?

HAHA, aren't you honoured that i remembered your birthday!

HAHAH :DD

Happy Seventeenth! :D

2009-09-05T19:22:00.005+08:00

*unglam much!*

so, it was Jared's 17th birthday ytd.
HAPPY SEVENTEENTH COUSIN!

hope you like our present!! (:

today was a really boring day,

didn't go anywhere.

stayed at home the entire day,

and i received the call for the mooncake thingy already.

i'll be working at raffles city!

HAHA.

well, its gonna be 11 days only,

so lets JIAYOU bah!

the only sad thing is, me, dionne and cara all separated into different places,

which means we cannot work together!

tsktsk, and dionne is like so faraway somemore!

HAHA.

gonna go J8 for dinner now,

toodles!

B-O-R-E-D

2009-09-03T22:21:00.003+08:00

man, today is such a BORING day!

rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

woke up at like 2.30pm,

cause i only slept at 6am this morning!

i finally finished wowp the movie,

SUPER NICE!!!

everyone should go watch it!

I MEAN I, SERIOUSLY! :DD

malaysia trip next week,

can't wait!

i want more shopping!

more more shopping!! (:

teachers day '09

2009-08-31T23:08:00.003+08:00

went back to ij for teacher's day celebrations today,

didn't manage to go in for mass as jp was late,

see la!

that cara even worse, totally still sleeping when we called her.

she came only like after performance and everything else?

HAHA.

finally saw ms krishna and she still remembers me!

she never forget us dionne!

haha :D

well, saw ms chong too,

mrs siau and mrs alex too.

miss ij like so so much!

poly life is so much different from ij,

and i miss the times in ij.

afterwhich, we headed off to cineleisure for lunch and kbox.

it was hilarious,

or should i say,

cara was like making everyone laugh till our stomachs cannot take it.

she was dancing some weird moves,

along with the music!

HAHAHA.

we should so go for kbox again!

but find a day with cheaper prices!

HAHA.

oh wells, im super damn tired now.

having mooncake job interview tmr,

dionne and cara's going too!

i hope we get to work together!

then not so boring during working hours mah.

i dun even know if we can get the job la!

HAHA.

nights for now,

my eyelids are closing already!

buay tahan already! (:

XOXO

2009-08-30T18:13:00.003+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVERRR!!
like finalllly!!!

well on thursday,

after accounts paper,

met cara and headed down to ion orchard together to meet jp there.

the place is so big and complicated!
that jp was bringing us around in circles trying to find some place to eat as we were damn hungry.

finally found a place at xin wang cafe,

and ate and talked.

then after headed to far east,

satisfied our craving for shopping!

well, not exactly satisfied,

but we finally went shopping after so long!

afterwhich, we headed back to wisma orchard and walked around.

then, we went separate ways.

cara's mum was gonna fetch her while i took bus with jp.

i went to tp to dye my hair,

HAHA.

and ytd,

met dionne and bernice to watch WHERE GOT GHOST.

super hilarious and kinda scary at some parts.

HAHAHA.

funny, had a fun day!

afterwhich, they went off and i went to bugis to shop with my aunt.

bought like 3 tops?

found the shoe i wanted to buy,

but dun have my size :(
they said they will call,

so lets see when they would.

it could take ages for them to call la!

later they forget or something :/

well, i have been busy washing the house today,

mopping all the floors, and all.

earning extra money you know!

and i haven done up my teachers day present yet,

shall finish them tonight.

going back to ij for teacher's day tmr,

but the time isn't confirmed just yet,

since no one is online except me =.=
gonna go get new shoes soon,

desperately need new flats,

my old ones are like worn out already!

toodles for now!

XOXO

2009-08-25T18:14:00.000+08:00

so, exams are ALMOST over,

2 down, 2 more to go:/

bstats ytd was well, okayy.

i dun think i can do that well,

only confident for section b answers, the rest all gone-case confirm.

sighhh.

there's microecons tmr,

so gonna die for that!

i dun understand a single thing you know!!!!

and although i know the formulas,

there's still graphs to memorise,

and i have gotta know how to apply them to the questions also right!

im so dead...

i totally gave up on the exam papers which the lecturer gave,

i can't answer any single question!

HOWHOWHOW?

i dun wanna repeat this module,

please.please.please.

i just want a PASS,

just gimme a PASS and i would overjoyed already!

A PASS, THATS ALL IT TAKES TO MAKE THIS LITTLE GIRL HERE HAPPY.

won't you just grant me this wish and bring happiness to my life?

please, i sincerely hope so.

econs is alien to me,

i dunno it well.

~~wad am i gonna do tmr!~~

i can vision myself tmr,

staring hard at the paper,

with a blank mind,

~~and passing up the paper BLANK.~~

oh man, i dun want this.

econs, pls go away.

and thurs is accounts!

finally, the last paper! (:

i can still cope with accounts as i've learn it during sec school.

but econs!

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :(

but once after thurs, 11am,

ITS PARTY TIME BABY! :DD

i can't wait la,

2 more days,

2 more freaking days to go through,

and time is running so slowly,

come on, come on, go faster,

just fast forward all these until thursday, 11am.

then i can jump for joy and not care about anything else already.

and parttyyyy till crazy man!

and i can also meet up with my girlsss and hang out,

i miss them so much..

2 more days and counting...

2009-08-17T13:57:00.000+08:00

im so happy today!

because of dionne the great! (:

(see, im so nice!)

talking to her brings me so much happiness, always!

HAHA.

so we were just talking about what we were gonna do after the exams!

let me give you the dates,

27 & 28 Aug- end of all exams! HOORAY!

(freedom at last!)

29 Aug- shopping for gifts (:

31 Aug- gg back to IJ for teacher's day!

(omg, i simply can't wait! miss all the teachers!)

afterwhich, we're gonna have

movie marathon day, seoul garden day, shopping day, and all sorts!

omg, im getting excited just talking and thinking about it now!

HAHA.

must take loads of pictures too dionne!

so long never camwhore already!

heeeheee, must camwhore more yeah! (:

OMG, now i just can't wait for the exams to be over faster,

so holidays would be here and i can meet-up with everyone again!

I MISS YOU PEOPLE! :D

2009-08-13T00:23:00.000+08:00

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2009-08-13T00:18:00.001+08:00

you know wad,

i deleted my blog by accident :(

so all the archives are gone!

boohoo.

oh wells,

i guess its a sign for me start a new beginning.

i can't go back to view all those unhappy memories anymore,

which also means, all my happy memories are gone!

OMG, SIGHHHH!